Rain drop

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You kissed her on the cheek

 

Tears falling from the sky

They started crying right after my heart just broke

 

Yeah, I’m a broken-hearted-girl who loved someone that I can’t reach

Not that he is far away from me because the fact that you and I still living in the same city

Not like we are in different world because the fact that our social world are just alike

Not just he simply reject my love for him because the fact that I never speak it out loud to you

 

I lose even before competing

What can I do when he has already had girlfriend?

Someone that is so special for him

Special enough to make him broke his princip to not taken after all this time

His princip to hate every girl that likes him

 

Sadly, I’m not that special to him

Or maybe I can be special

If only I had a little courage and be brave

If only I’m not scared to broke a bond that we’ve made. Scratch that

If only I’m not scared to broke a bond that I’ve made to yourself

 

I’m not a girl who has a dazzling smile

Not a girl who has cheerful voice

Not a girl who has bright eyes

That can melt the ice inside you

That can ruin a wall that you have set up for everything called-so-love

 

I drowned in my own insecurity

 

That’s one of a million reason

Why-I-can’t-reach-you

 

I just can loving you from the side

A blind side that you nor see either glance at it

 

I want to have you and keep you all for myself

 

I know I’m selfish

I won’t say I will give you to her because loving doesn’t always having each other

It’s bullshit you know?

All quotes that said “I’m happy as long as you’re happy even it’s not with me”

 

Every people always want to be loved with someone they love

Love is a mutual feelings for each other

 

And yet, why I don’t give up with the feelings I have for you?

I know that in this condition, loving you means hurting myself with invisible blade

You know why? Because I always think that maybe someday we could be a lover

Maybe we could hold hands to each other

Maybe we could walk on the street and laughing hard because of our jokes

Maybe,maybe, and a thousand more maybe that flashed in my mind

 

That all makes my heart doesn’t moved from you

And after all of this, I’m started thinking that maybe this heart is yours to break

 

But no

 

I don’t want to suffer anymore

Maybe I can give a chance to those that I keep push away from me

Maybe I should let them heal my broken heart

Fix it, and give it to someone that could keep it from bleeding again

 

With your kiss with her

I say my goodbye to you

To my love that you take even you’re not realizing it

I say my goodbye through the rain

 

And this really is my last goodbye from me to you